Sometimes , I just wonder why can't people understands me? I guess only my mother understands me well . People once told me that the way i speak the way i show my emotional is wrong ... is like they feel like I'm angry with them or whatsoever . But that really not what I meant . Maybe I just don't know how to show it, I can't fully expressed how I feel, what I want to say. Really , feelings is hard to explain in words. And so , i would try to change the way i speak ... maybe more politely ? maybe softer voice ? because i really speaks very loudly outside. I have no idea why I'm like this. And i always say vulgar like anyhow.. Okay , i really hate myself being like this. This time I'm really gotta change for the better. ^^V peace ~
P/s: Or maybe , maybe I'm sensitive in a way ? because my horoscope is Cancer .... sensitive and emotional will always shows up in a Cancerian plus I'm a girl . Is like times two .... hahahaha this is not an excuse anyway I'm sincere in changing myself :)